It wasn’t always like this. I was dealing with a lot of things when I was younger such as being bullied for years and dealing with depression and anxiety attacks. I had no confidence at all and rather locked myself up in a room than going out. I felt alone, not understood and I felt different. I didn’t want the same things in life than most of the people in my surroundings.

It was a challenging period to start deciding what I really want and let go of the overthinking and start living from with my (wild) heart. I was such an overthinker and making choices wasn’t easy. I had a lot of negative patterns and my past traumas were holding me back from going all in and believing in my dream life. I worked a lot to become the person I am today. From being an insecure  girl with a lot of negative patterns and being controlled by trauma to a women that feels freedom mentally, fully confident and living her best life. 

After a break up something switched within me. I was not living my life and felt I was following the crowd of society. I start asking myself why am I not going for what I really want? What do I really have to lose? If it doesn’t work I will find a way back into the “normal” life, but then at least if i turn 80 I can say I tried. And so I did. I quit my job, left everything behind and jumped on a plane with NO CLUE of what kind of business I was going to start or where I will be in 5 years. It was scary but also super exciting. For the first time I felt alive, which came also with a scary feeling not feeling safe or feeling secured.